Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Razor blade tears


the tears run down my face like razor blades but not a million fights could make me hate you because babe cant you see its you and me for I was brought into this world to show you my love wont you be my dove you tell me that we will never be your breaking my heart your breaking my heart for its over its over we never were and never will be my UN dieing love shall never leave when I was with you I felt almost alive for you make me feel so good I come alive why must you leave me half alive for you and me are no longer meant to be for you tell him you love him as you leave that knife in my heart and walk away the tears run down for you please tell me you will stay you will love me tell me the words I need to hear but you leave tell me that your with him and will be for a while your words make me with i had never been brought into this world for I'm not good enough for you for I never will be you make my cry I wish I could die you tell me not to cry for there's another for me when we both know there's no one for me for its over its over its over

Before I meet you Before you meet me


Before I meet you Before you meet me

before I meet you
it felt like I was always feeling blue
girl with you I will always stay true
before I meet you before you meet me
I was all alone in this world
you were no where to be found
you wouldn't make a sound
my heart is all around all over on the ground
until that day we found each other
before I meet you I could see that we
were never meant to be
I see that your just a flirt
another girl wearing that black skirt
you make me feel like dirt
before we meet each other
before I meet you before you meet me
I could see I was free to be
we will never be
now that I can see
that your just a flirt
who makes guys feel like dirt
your tell me just to move on
this is why I write this love song
because everything feels so wrong
I wish I could just go to bed
leave this life that iv lead
that this is all just a dream
that's the way it may seem

My reason for writing this poem would probably be because I really really really liked this girl. So I let her know how I felt then she acted as if I never existed when I was near her so I saw her wearing a black skirt. So as I like to do is I just took the pen to paper and this came from it.

Hurt (poem)


Hurt

these scars have cut me so deep
that they make me want to weep
you have hurt my heart
right from the start
your poison dart has been shot through my heart
I stand here broken
unspoken away from you
so I fall to my knees father god hear my plead
my hurt heart is broken and shattered all for her
I am hurt
I feel like dirt
so clean me up
take the mud out of my eyes
I'm sick of all these lies
lift my hands to the sky
all for you father
you bring me to my knees
your the only one who can see
lord you set me free
because I am hurt
again I feel like dirt
all because of that skirt
she seems to be just another flirt
all because I'm hurt
father god bring me back
to your place of peace
for you my heart will never stops
lord your the only one for me
only you can set me free
were meant to be
I just couldn't see
that its you and me forever
I will leave you never
for you are my savior
and I crave your healing hands
so that I may stand
for all that I am upon you

Keep Your Head Up and Breath (poem)



Keep Your Head Up and Breath

girl with you I'm only happy
but you don't want me to get sappy
will you be mine
with you I will shine just fine
when I'm with you I can breath I can stand tall
babe your all that I want your all that I need
with you I'm all that I can be
I'm finally free to breath
why cant just see
that we should always be
baby with you I'm finally free to breath
so I will lift my head
and breath in and out
I love you with you a doubt
this love makes me want to shout
even when I could die
if I'm with you that would be alright
because I just look into your eyes
and everything disappears with all my fears
leaving these tears
I will keep my head up
because I'm finally free to breath

Sick or Sane (pome)



Sick or Sane

this pain wont you go away
There is nothing that I can say
I ask myself why am I this way
if only she would stay
but they take me away
don't worry about this flurry
as I hold out my shaking hand and he gives me medicine
and all this makes me feel at home
that my mind is left to roam
then I lost control of the only thing
in life that I thought I had a hold on
for what can I say
what has made me this way
am I a little sick or a little sane
does anyone feel this pain
as I lay here in the pouring rain
but don't worry all this makes me feel at home
to know that they slowly steal my soul
the white coats just don't get it
I'm a genius with a head ace
so I take a pill everyday to help me deal with life
its what makes me drop that knife during the strife
My best friend is a man with a lab coat
so I hold my shaking had and he gives me medicine
As I hope that my mother and father think
that they raised a healthy boy
there is nothing that I can say
as my tongue daces behind my lips
I sit here in the pouring rain
asking am I a little sick or a little sane

I wrote this poem because I heard a song that was extremely good. So I took some of the words from it and expanded upon those words. Then made them so that they fit together and sounded good with the imagery and rhyming.

I Am (poem)


I Am

I am sensitive and emotional
I wonder if someone could love me
I hear my tears his the floor
I see the people flee when I come near them
I want love
I am in need of love
I pretend I fit in
I feel lost and alone
I touch my fallen dreams
I worry how I will make it through the day
I cry when I see my face in the mirror
I am screaming for someone’s help
I understand why you hate me
I say to myself hold your head up and breathe
I dream for you to love
I try to pour my heart out into my broken dreams
I hope that I find myself
I am a monster who’s hopeless

Lost and Found? (poem)


Lost and Found?

my life its always full of strife
I wish I could put down this knife
I can beg and I can plead
what I get is never what I need
setting here in the blistering sun
my life has become undone
the lost and found is where I will be
I live in the land where they say I'm free
but that's not from what i see
this place is imprisoning me
so I sit here in the lost and found
I scream but don't make a sound
on my solders this world feels like a million pounds
its in this lonely world I'm lost
this life came this a cost
as I sit here in the lost and found
every heart beat skips a pound
where no one can make a sound
waiting for the guard to turn around
he turns and sends a signal flare
I look and I just stare
this life just isn't fair
I will kick and I will scream
this was not the life I dream
so just take me away
this is all I will say
can you find me
in the lost and found

Into The Sun (poem)


Into The Sun

This caption goes down with his ship
I give the order shoot to kill
The sound of a gun gives me a thrill
This battle is in my will
As I kill them rank by rank
It’s the pirate’s life for me
We won’t die quietly
Sail with me
Into the setting sun
The enemy for sure will run
The time will come
We set sail for the burning sun
Knowing that the battle has been won
But a war has begun
And as we grow emotions die
To my damsel in distress
You’re the best you’re the best
So sail with me
Into the deadly sea
This caption goes down with his ship
Let them see me walk that plank
As I watch my ship go down into flames
Will you sail with me
Into the dieing sun
The battle has been won
But a war has just begun

I wrote this poem for school it was my narrative poem which was kinda hard to write but it was nice. So yea this poem is just about how the caption of a ship is going to battle with another group. Then they fight thinking he had already won this battle but he was wrong and they lose but from the battle a war has begun.

My hearts in a race (poem)



My hearts in a race

staring at your face
I'm running in a pace
my heartbeat is in a race
you give me a smile
I want to hold you awhile
I will go that extra mile
for you and me can last
with you my heart beats so fast
all at the sight of your face
if only I could hold your hand
as we sit here in the sand
staring into each others eyes
you tell me you love me
with the setting sea
you kiss me
under that setting sun
your my only one
you fix what is undone
will you sail with me
only you set me free
as I look at your face
my heartbeat is in a race


This poem is pretty sweet for one thing its like one of my only happy poems then how this poem came about is when I was walking down my school hallway. I saw the girl of my dreams she looked at me and smiled. which just sent my heart into a race.

Buried Myself Alive (poem)

Buried Myself Alive

I roll right by she gives me a sigh
only to see the grass wave goodbye
with that soft whisper of wind
on that lively summer night
as the moon looks down upon us
you look into my eyes
telling me your sick of all my lies
I feel the love you have given me
until you say I can't do this anymore
so I grasp on to that friendly yellow daisy
you tell me I'm crazy
with my hand running through your hair
I say this just isn't fair
waving goodbye to our love
this time I'm not going to watch myself die
you almost made me cry out inside
with the moonlights clouds
crying down for my pain
so I say goodbye my dove
goodbye my love

yea so this poem is where you give human characteristics to inanimate objects which I tried to capture in this poem that and the imagery of the two people in love were you can see them side by side with his girl leaving him from every thing that she is just sick of all that he has done why I wrote it like that is because one of my friends kinda just went through this so I wrote it for her same with a few others

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Into That Glass Of Broken Dreams (poem)



Into That Glass Of Broken Dreams

how many times can I brake
for my hearts sake
it cant stay awake
I'm mourning the words
to describe how I feel
as I drink up to find happiness
at the bottom of that glass
do you see
this world doesn't matter to me
I will give up all I have just to breath
as my world falls from underneath
so you play with my heart
it now breaks spilling that red blood
these bones I have turn to ash
my heart I feel it crash
trying to find happiness
at the bottom of that glass
well excuse me while I die
I don't want to try
because your face makes me cry
looking into that glass my blood spills
when I'm taking my pills
so I stand here broken
I'm unspoken
with my broken glass
I'm falling to pieces
what am I suppose to say
when I know your OK
what am I suppose to do
looking into the bottom of that glass
trying to find happiness

This poem is about a man who has just lost everything and everyone. He took on drinking to stop his pain and to try to find happiness at the bottom of a glass. Which i wrote because there are so many people that do try to find happiness in drinking or drugs or anything they think would work. but there is only one thing that will make them happy which is God I didn't really him in this poem but its true he is the only one that will make you happy and feel full.

Badbye To You (poem)





Badbye To You

you wore you summer dress
I wore my Sundays best
she sings just a small town girl
liven in a lonely world
you tell me you found another
she treats me like a brother
but you don't know the pain
I lay here crying in the rain
trying to fix my broken dreams
with you knife in my heart
you hurt me right from the start
I'm not sure why i pour out this heart
is there someone for me
there's no one that I can see
so just leave me to be
I have nothing else to lose
as I see him holding you in his arms
if you only knew what i think about you
I cant get you out of my head
I just want to go to bed
so that I can leave the life I've lead
I'm sitting in the chair
with a blank stare
looking at the floor
trying to get to the door
I sit by smiling at you wit ha sigh
only wishing I didn't have to say goodbye

Another Slipping Life


Another Slipping Life

You sit here at peace
Acting like your OK
Knowing your life has slipped away
Mumbling words trying to say
The words you needed to hear
Won’t you love me my dear
You shed yet another tear
A tear for every happy memory
Your haunted by the sweet sound
The sound of your last breath
Sitting here waiting for your death
Trying to steal your life back
You let the ground fold from underneath
You take the knife from its sheath
Start with a cut from underneath
Watching your dreams
Slip away from your bleeding hands
Knowing your life has slipped away

Sold My Soul (poem)


Sold My Soul

I see the glimpse of hope slip away
Trying to find the right words to say
Wishing I didn't need to live another day
Yet again I see her walk away
Just letting you break my heart
There's only one more time
To tell you i love you always
Even with this broken heart that shall not heal
I sold my sold my life to make a deal
Hoping you would set me free
From all my pain all my fear I love you my dear
but I look into that mirror
hating the monster I see
Knowing that no one could love me
Watching my heart break yet again
She is the one that I just cant win
I sold my life to bring the rain
trying to wash away all my pain
As I watch you walk away
You wont listen to the words I say
I see the love we had fade
As I try not to cry
If only I could go back to bed
she makes me want to die
I want to leave the life I have led
Asking myself why
Knowing that you will never be mine
I'm not sure if I will be fine
Looking into your eyes
Sick of all your lies
It seems I have had a million tries
But all you say to me is no
I just cant do this
Its you my heart will always miss
From you all I want is one last kiss
Its to you I sold my life to bring the rain
Just wash it all away
I sold my soul to stop the pain

Calling Your Name (poem)


Calling Your Name

My heart is calling your name
I know that I'm not the one to blame
Your just that girl that no one can claim
I can see it in your eyes
All your tears and all your cries
Knowing that I'm the one for you
I will lift you up when your felling blue
Your the girl that I will always stay true
I just cant get you out of my head
your the girl that keeps up late at night in my bed
Telling myself shes the one the only
But she still walks away letting me be so lonely
I can not control this feeling
My heart is calling your name
I pray to God that your feeling the same
I love you today do you love me today
Your wondering why am I this way
There's just one more time to say
I love you always and keeping faith
Letting love find a way
Letting love find a way